"Quit? You know, when I was thinking about quitting when I was diagnosed with brain, lung, and testicula cancer all at the same time, but with the love and support of my friends and family, I got back on the bike and won the Tour de France tive times in a row. But I'm sure you have a good reason to quit.

Lance Armstrong

Pain is temporary, quitting is forever

Something's freaking wrong with the blogger home page. I wonder if its just me -_-.

Last year i heard of someone who scored a -U- grade for math prelims, and i thought "thats fucked up". I find myself in the same situation now. I may be fucked up already, I dont know :(. I'll just try my best.

Tomorrow's carbo-loading day in preparation for Sunday morning's 21km, my 3rd and last race of the year (Decided to drop the idea of standard chartered 42km due to alvls:| ). Which means, tomorrow I get to indulge and eat all the rice and bread I want, and not feel guilty about it :). Sunday's race is terrifying, gotta say. I've only been training like, once a week (6km) in preparation for this race (dont blame me, I've got prelims on monday people), so my target is simply to finish the race in 1 piece without any cramps, blisters or abrations, so i can sit for my prelims the next day alive :|

Heres an ancient video i found of myself, jackassifying :D. Btw, the weird sound was me doing it with my whistling (sucking air in, not blowing out) i dont know what u call that sound. lol.

I did that action out of the blue for no reason, and walked off. totally random LOL.

theres some weird problem with blogger. so i'll just post it here.


This is where it all begins,
So tell me it'll never end.
I can't fool myself,
It's you and no one else.
If I could wish upon tomorrow,
Tonight would never end.
If you asked me, I would follow.
But for now, I just pretend.
If anyone can make me fall in love,
You can.

Show me that good things come to those who wait

That day, you took a huge part of me away

Its 9.06pm, and i just got home from my selection round for the Naval Diving Unit. They make you do all sorts of weird rocket science stuff, from sitting in pressure chambers, to blowing into some weird tube, oh, and not forgetting the 185 question long questionnaire to fill up. And the whole thing took me a whole bloody day to do (7.30am to 7.30pm seriously). Anyway, ironically after today, I've come to realize that I seriously want to be a part of this unit, lol.

I'm so fed up because I lost my ****ing wallet. My IC, POSB card, EZ-link card, all gone. I hope whichever shitbag that finds my wallet would be gracious enough to mail my IC back to me.

Anyway, i get to skip school on Monday, because I've got my .. VOCATIONAL ASSESMENT (selection) for the diving unit! I do hope i don't fuck it up. If I pass this, I'm getting a personal swimming instructor to teach me fucking swimming after my alvls (cus i totally don't know how to swim :D), wish me luck :D

Ever had one of those days, where you know you need to be studying, but your hand just wont pick the pen up, and your butt just wont sit at your chair? Well, today's one of those days. If i keep launching into the future with days like today .. GG ALVLS :)

OKAY, CHANGE STARTS TOMORROW. BREAKFAST > MORNING RUN > STUDY > LUNCH > STUDY > DINNER > SLEEP. All set and ready to go.

Do me a favour and go fuck someone else's life.