I've never eaten so much sushi in my life. THANK YOU SIMON AND LONG for that fantastic treat to that fantastic sushi buffet. I AT LIKE 11 PLATES, AND ICE CREAM. woo, post diahorrea celebration. Eat first, shit later lahhhhhhhhhhhhh

I need a part time job. And i need to mug for maths re-exam.

UPDATE~

Well, my vomiting has stopped, but my diahorrea sure hasn't lightened up yet. In fact, i think its getting worst lol. My body is being fucked up by an overkill prescription of pills and chemicals by the doctor. I've got a kerbillion pills to take before and after meals. Oh, and hospital food sure sucks. Even their water tastes like medicine.

I dont know if i'll be alive to attend school on tuesday. I'm beginning to turn insane, and im wishing those "all-cure" potions from RPG games were real.

Its been 4 days and I've lost approximately 3.3kilos in weight. Self shocking discovery.

Tormenting

I've been missing from school for 3 days already, since the sports carnival. Where did i go? I've been on a tormenting vomit spree.

I went for my usual night jog on Tuesday evening, drank loads of water, and went to bed. Only to wake up at 2am going to the loo, and 3am vomiting all my lunch, and 4am vomiting out gastric juice, and every subsequent hour to vomit more yellow gastric juices.

Mum eventually drove me down to Mount Alvernia hospital to see a doctor the next morning. The next day wasn't very much better either. I ended up vomiting out all the medication, drinks and food i swallowed. By then, the look on my face was pale, and my facial skin had very much thinned. It was another trip to the doctor for me, and he said if i carried on vomitting, i'd have to be hospitalised. Lucky for me, i didnt have to be.

I miss my chill crab instant noodles.

Here i am, feeling much better and typing out this post. I'll probably be back in school by tuesday.
Till then, Daddy's comin home BITCHES!

If every little thing stops
All the world just falls apart
It wouldn't matter
As long as you aren't here

legs in my shorts, soaking the sun!

JJ sports carnival was fantastic! Played Frisbee for 08S03 and boy, it sure was a competitive game! And man, some people sure play violently.

A nerd shit from some class pissed me off badly today. I'd say, he was playing wrestling instead of frisbee. That fag pushed me down like 5 times in a game, and boy did i feel F*KING pissed.

"RELAX LAH, WHAT THE FUCK U THINK U DOING?" I screamed at him by the 4th or 5th time he pushed me down. "Clashes happen right?" that nerd shit replied.
Yeah right, clashes don't happen 5 times consecutively asshole.

Sadly, S03 failed to qualify pass the group stages, finishing 3rd in the table with 1 win and 2 loses. But who cares if we win or lose eh? we're still winners. At heart. THANK YOU S03, we're still the best team out there.

Another highlight for the day was soccer! Me, Simon and Long played for A01 today! But we only managed to secure 2 sad loses. HAH! THE last match ended in 3-2 for us, with Simon scoring the first, and me the second! oh well.




today was a good sunny day.
Cheers winners.

If every little thing stops
All the world just falls apart
It wouldn't matter
As long as you aren't here

tired

My shorts full of legs, and legs in my shorts, the recent times was all about training for me! :D And the exhaustion is accumulating in my body - My pull up count is decreasing, and my palm aches from all the grip. I guess its nature's way of telling me, "its time to rest". And indeed, rest is what i shall do.


Anyway, i'll just use my blog as an avenue to vent my frustration.

• I'm fucking sick and tired of shit attitudes. And you're pushing your luck aren't you? There's a fine line between Kindness, and Weakness. Don't cross this line fucktard, and change that attitude of yours.
  
• I feel like a crappy leader for all the impulsive and influenced decisions I've been making. I'm trying my best, but shit keeps happening to me again and again. Maybe I've got some character problems to reflect on, I don't know, but I'll find out.
  
• maybe I'm feeling this way 'cause I'm too tired, i don't know.
  

If every little thing stops
All the world just falls apart
It wouldn't matter
As long as you aren't here

overkill

the honest reason why I'm typing this post out, is because im so proud of my accomplishment. so im'a share it here. lol. step pow abit nia.

Today, Mr Commando Officer Tan KG ended our PC lesson in style. He split us into groups of 9, and had us aim to complete 200 pull ups each before going off.

Well, my group completed 110 pull ups, the 9 of us that is. And I'm so happy to announce that, i contributed 47 / 110 of the pull ups my group manage to do. THATS NEARLY HALF! i thought to myself, what the hell? slight overkill. HAHA!

I've been skipping my routine 4km runs recently, for reasonably valid reasons lol. lucky me, I've got a set of dumbbells at home. so i guess its pretty convenient and easy for me, weighted shadow boxing, dumbbell flys, presses, etc etc. most crucially, the side crunch. HAH! money well spent on dumbbells. Its really amazing how many things you can do with a set of dumbbells really.

tomorrow's OP day and I&R day. PW sucks, and this shit is draining the motivation out of me.

If every little thing stops
All the world just falls apart
It wouldn't matter
As long as you aren't here

Reminisce

It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away

I miss you so much and I don't know what to say
I should be over you

I should know better but it's just not the case

It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away

FUTSAL

Is what this post is dedicated to.

We (guys of 08s03) finally decided to be more sociable people and play 'next team' matches with other teams today.

So today we played our 3rd match against an external team for the entire year. And we pulled off a spectacular 1-0 win! It felt like THE TOP OF THE WORLD when Simon blasted in a late goal to close the match. In fact we're beginning to work better as a team recently.

PC is a good defensive person
Long is a good middle back
and me and simon play pretty smooth forward.

I'd say we would be a pretty decent team if we worked a little bit more on our passes. and that's what we'll be doing from now on. Hell yeah, no wonder soccer is the most popular sport in the world.

i cant give a dam what you think about it all

If you think I'm crazy [that's right]
If you think I'm lazy [you're dam right]

'Cause it don't really matter what you think about me
So fuck you baby~

2hours

was how long i waited at the polyclinic today, to get checked. When the ticket machine gave me my ticket, i was horrified and absolutely pissed when i saw the number 2553.

The counter was serving no. 2421 at that point of time, which was A FREAKING 70 numbers away. I sighed and thought to myself "this is gona be a long day. freak (substitute word)!" And it sure was.

Simon called me at 10.30 today, and told me i had failed my GP. "FUCK LAH!" was my reply, and my heart sunk deeper and faster than titanic. The thought of failing every subject in a single shot, was simply devastating and hard to accept.

BUT, i later realized that Mr Bitch Ass Shit Faced Simon, had loudspeakered me on his handphone in GP class~ And Mr Goon had heard me curse the F word loud and crystal clear. WOOO~ Well, at least i passed something this year.


Oh, and have you guys met my brother yet? He's gona rape you.

If you think I'm crazy [that's right]
If you think I'm lazy [you're dam right]

'Cause it don't really matter what you think about me
So fuck you baby~

Mr Commando Officer Tan KG

was my PC teacher today *enough said*
But luckily for me, I've been keeping up with my 4km runs every now and then. So the intensity hike during PC lesson wasn't something that would leave me totally breathless. Apparently, it was for the others. LOL. dam heng please. But, gotta admit, his lessons are actually quite fun if you look at it in a positive light. Painfully fun, seriously. And tell me how much of an irony is that.

But shit happens, and my shin ached like hell after PC lesson, while i was cooling down at the canteen. That left me limping around to get changed. I may decide to go check it out at some polyclinic later this week. I hope its okay. lol.

I'm watching a video of myself in the OP rehersal now, and its just, very different from an audience's perspective. I'll work on it !

If you think I'm crazy [that's right]
If you think I'm lazy [you're dam right]

'Cause it don't really matter what you think about me
So fuck you baby~

I'm glad to say I've been trying to keep up with my 4km runs with every opportunity i have, and even as I'm typing this post out, I'm dripping sweat from my chin, and wiping up myself with a towel. Literally. *time check : 10.18pm*

But shit, theres' been this pain in the side of my right shin thats' been bugging me for around 7 months now. And everytime i go for a run, the pain just intensifies. And its not just running, its soccer, taekwondo, and everything that involves the legs. And today, i came home limping from the pain in my shin.

I fear, this pain may be due to a ... caused by a knee strike some dude inflicted on me back.i hope not, and i refuse to think it could be.

Give me one chance
to turn the clock back
and steer away from
that

In point form

is how this post shall be, 'cause I'm too tired to write porperly anemore.

• Absolutely shagged. Over the two nights in leader's camp and boys camp, i could have done my OP presentation preparations, instead of listening to men talk about their manhood days.

• This is probably one of the worst weeks I've had in JJ. Maybe the only subject i really have a chance of passing in this promos is my GP. My results are an utter disappointment. I guess I'm going to retain after all. Fuck
  

• Some things just keep coming back to haunt you, and i still cant forgive myself. No nightmare I've had, haunts me like this dream.
  

When you feel like shit,

When self denial doesnt work anymore