I bought a pair of adidas taekwondo shoes! (strange isnt it, shoes for taekwondo. lol)! its called the Adi Luxe, and it cost me a bomb, dammit lol.

Disclaimer: If you cannot accept people who use vulgarities like drinking water, please dont read the hate paragraph below. Love it or lump it :)

Your a bloody motherfucker. In fact, your whole family lives on a core value of "mother fuckerness", because clearly thats what your parents seem to teach you. You think your the only one in the world that truely matters. You put no consideration for the people around you, because you only care about your fun, your entertainment, your individual well being. Its self-before-others. Your a motherfucking adult now, so start behaving like one. What ever shit "character building" or "leadership" camps your school has put you through so far, they clearly picked the wrong person, because i really wonder what they teach you in those mother fucking camps. Oh wait, i think they teach you how to be a good motherfucker, because your're apparently very good at being one. And because of all the descriptions I've listed here, your a pure motherfucker raised by mother fucking parents. Well, you, and your family.

Please people, if you think your a motherfucker, dont fuck around with other people and start a family and teach ur kids to be motherfuckers. Watching one family of motherfuckers is already painful enough for me. Bye bye.

Bulk of the alvl papers are over now. I'm down to chemistry P1 , and biology P3 on monday, and finally my last Biology P1 on 3rd December, then I'm FREE! if i don't have to repeat 1 more year that is. I haven't done any taekwondo or muay thai for AGES now. I think I'm suffering from some kind of withdrawal symptoms lah -_-. this two things are like a drug to me. cant live without :(

anyway, I'm signing up for the Men's Health Urbanathlon later when my mom gets home.

Date : 31st January 2010
Distance : 12.5km
Fee : $128

This is the 4th race, and by far the most expensive race ( and also the shortest distance ironically !) I'm signing up for this year. Personally, $128 is a big fee for a 12.5km race lol, but the race pack makes up for it i guess.



HAHA, they even put Durex in there.
The event top looks quite cool, and i gotta admit, thats 70% the reason why I'm registering for this race ! To me, the most important part of the race, is finishing it, and THE SHIRT! After all, its cool to have a collection of event tops from every race to remember, remind and motivate us (or me) for what we (or I) do!

I think I'm only going to be working a part time job for December, maybe January if i can find one. The rest of the time from Feb - April, I'm going to be doing a serious training routine to improve my 2.4km timing and pull up count (maybe hit 30 or 35) so that I go in the Naval Diving Unit in peak physical condition :D. Dont wana start lagging behind everyone in BMT right? hahah.

How do I breathe, yeah.
How do I breathe, yeaaaah.
It feels so different being here,
I was so next to being next to you,
Life for me is not the same,
There's no one to turn to.
I don't know why I let it go too far,
Starting over it's so hard.
Seems like everywhere I try to go,
I keep thinking of you.


I just had a wake up call,
Wishing that I never let you fall,
Baby you are not blame at all.
Remember when I pushed you away?
Baby if you knew I cared,
You'd have never went nowhere,
Girl I should've been right there.


How do I breathe,
Without you here by my side?
How will I see,
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go,
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me,
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?


Girl I'm losin' my mind.
Yes I made a mistake.
I thought that you would be mine.
Guess the joke was on me.
I miss you so bad I can't sleep.
I wish I knew where you could be.
Another dude is replacing me,
but this can't be happening.