I've never eaten so much sushi in my life. THANK YOU SIMON AND LONG for that fantastic treat to that fantastic sushi buffet. I AT LIKE 11 PLATES, AND ICE CREAM. woo, post diahorrea celebration. Eat first, shit later lahhhhhhhhhhhhh

I need a part time job. And i need to mug for maths re-exam.

UPDATE~

Well, my vomiting has stopped, but my diahorrea sure hasn't lightened up yet. In fact, i think its getting worst lol. My body is being fucked up by an overkill prescription of pills and chemicals by the doctor. I've got a kerbillion pills to take before and after meals. Oh, and hospital food sure sucks. Even their water tastes like medicine.

I dont know if i'll be alive to attend school on tuesday. I'm beginning to turn insane, and im wishing those "all-cure" potions from RPG games were real.

Its been 4 days and I've lost approximately 3.3kilos in weight. Self shocking discovery.

Tormenting

I've been missing from school for 3 days already, since the sports carnival. Where did i go? I've been on a tormenting vomit spree.

I went for my usual night jog on Tuesday evening, drank loads of water, and went to bed. Only to wake up at 2am going to the loo, and 3am vomiting all my lunch, and 4am vomiting out gastric juice, and every subsequent hour to vomit more yellow gastric juices.

Mum eventually drove me down to Mount Alvernia hospital to see a doctor the next morning. The next day wasn't very much better either. I ended up vomiting out all the medication, drinks and food i swallowed. By then, the look on my face was pale, and my facial skin had very much thinned. It was another trip to the doctor for me, and he said if i carried on vomitting, i'd have to be hospitalised. Lucky for me, i didnt have to be.

I miss my chill crab instant noodles.

Here i am, feeling much better and typing out this post. I'll probably be back in school by tuesday.
Till then, Daddy's comin home BITCHES!

If every little thing stops
All the world just falls apart
It wouldn't matter
As long as you aren't here

legs in my shorts, soaking the sun!

JJ sports carnival was fantastic! Played Frisbee for 08S03 and boy, it sure was a competitive game! And man, some people sure play violently.

A nerd shit from some class pissed me off badly today. I'd say, he was playing wrestling instead of frisbee. That fag pushed me down like 5 times in a game, and boy did i feel F*KING pissed.

"RELAX LAH, WHAT THE FUCK U THINK U DOING?" I screamed at him by the 4th or 5th time he pushed me down. "Clashes happen right?" that nerd shit replied.
Yeah right, clashes don't happen 5 times consecutively asshole.

Sadly, S03 failed to qualify pass the group stages, finishing 3rd in the table with 1 win and 2 loses. But who cares if we win or lose eh? we're still winners. At heart. THANK YOU S03, we're still the best team out there.

Another highlight for the day was soccer! Me, Simon and Long played for A01 today! But we only managed to secure 2 sad loses. HAH! THE last match ended in 3-2 for us, with Simon scoring the first, and me the second! oh well.




today was a good sunny day.
Cheers winners.

If every little thing stops
All the world just falls apart
It wouldn't matter
As long as you aren't here

tired

My shorts full of legs, and legs in my shorts, the recent times was all about training for me! :D And the exhaustion is accumulating in my body - My pull up count is decreasing, and my palm aches from all the grip. I guess its nature's way of telling me, "its time to rest". And indeed, rest is what i shall do.


Anyway, i'll just use my blog as an avenue to vent my frustration.

• I'm fucking sick and tired of shit attitudes. And you're pushing your luck aren't you? There's a fine line between Kindness, and Weakness. Don't cross this line fucktard, and change that attitude of yours.
  
• I feel like a crappy leader for all the impulsive and influenced decisions I've been making. I'm trying my best, but shit keeps happening to me again and again. Maybe I've got some character problems to reflect on, I don't know, but I'll find out.
  
• maybe I'm feeling this way 'cause I'm too tired, i don't know.
  

If every little thing stops
All the world just falls apart
It wouldn't matter
As long as you aren't here

overkill

the honest reason why I'm typing this post out, is because im so proud of my accomplishment. so im'a share it here. lol. step pow abit nia.

Today, Mr Commando Officer Tan KG ended our PC lesson in style. He split us into groups of 9, and had us aim to complete 200 pull ups each before going off.

Well, my group completed 110 pull ups, the 9 of us that is. And I'm so happy to announce that, i contributed 47 / 110 of the pull ups my group manage to do. THATS NEARLY HALF! i thought to myself, what the hell? slight overkill. HAHA!

I've been skipping my routine 4km runs recently, for reasonably valid reasons lol. lucky me, I've got a set of dumbbells at home. so i guess its pretty convenient and easy for me, weighted shadow boxing, dumbbell flys, presses, etc etc. most crucially, the side crunch. HAH! money well spent on dumbbells. Its really amazing how many things you can do with a set of dumbbells really.

tomorrow's OP day and I&R day. PW sucks, and this shit is draining the motivation out of me.

If every little thing stops
All the world just falls apart
It wouldn't matter
As long as you aren't here

Reminisce

It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away

I miss you so much and I don't know what to say
I should be over you

I should know better but it's just not the case

It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away