was the reaction i got the entire day for having the worst haircut in my life. As expected anyway. And tomorrow just cant get any better, because I'm visiting Isa's house for 4e1 dudes reunion.
I SIMPLY CANNOT face the poly boys with my semi botak head. ARGH.
Whats else is on my not so looking forward to list for tomorrow? Oral Presentation Preps meeting. Yes, on Hari Raya. Fantastic huh?
And I've been spamming alcohol on my ear, enslaved by fears of getting infection. HAHA screw it.
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Monday, September 29, 2008
A BAD DAY
is a day, such as today. Whats not very promising either, is that my tomorrows can only seem to get worse.
How was today a bad day?
Firstly, i failed my H1 geog paper. and overall as well. This means that I'll officially fail to meet the promotion criteria of 2 H2 passes, and 2 H1 passes. Because my maths is a definite goner, and since the only other H1 subject i have left, is GP ( Chinese B doesn't count as a H1 subject ). So yeah, i guess i'll be spending 2009 in J1.
Second, I'VE GOT JUST ABOUT, THE WORST, AND SHORTEST BLOODY MOTHER****ING HAIRCUT IN MY LIFE.
It all begun in morning assembly, when i was caught for my hair just when i was about to pick up my bag and walk to geog class, lady luck, why have you forsaken me? So went to hang out with Simon and Gideon after school and did some crazy stuff at JP, which left me short on cash, and mum's in Taiwan. So when i got home, i decided to go for a cheaper haircut, apart from my usual $14 dollar haircut at Cutabove. I followed a promising looking sign which said "HAIR CUT! $8 FOR EVERYONE!".
Our conversation went like this.
"How'd you like your haircut?", he asked in Chinese. This guy was a China man.
"Just trim, layered", I replied in my 'not - so - fluent - but - comprehensable' Chinese.
"Hao! (okay or good)", he replied.
So he took out his sizzors and started trimming my sides.
"Dont cut my fringe" I said, after noticing how horribly close the sizzors came to my fringe.
"Hao!" he replied, BUT CARRIED ON CHOPPING OFF MY FRINGE.
And boy, was i pissed. THEN he carried on his with his hell, by layering nearly all my hair off. It looks like I've been shaved, 'cause he layered it so dam Fucking thin, and short, to the extend i could see my scalp in the mirror! FUCK! it was painful to watch him do it.
The entire "shave" process took a swift 3minutes, and he was done. the only cutting instrument he used on my hair, was that layering thing. he didnt even use the dam sizzors on my head. FUCK that stupid China man. I could've, and would've gone down to the Malay barber for $5 if i wanted my head shaved. IM NEVER GOING FOR CHEAP SOLUTIONS AGAIN.
How was today a bad day?
Firstly, i failed my H1 geog paper. and overall as well. This means that I'll officially fail to meet the promotion criteria of 2 H2 passes, and 2 H1 passes. Because my maths is a definite goner, and since the only other H1 subject i have left, is GP ( Chinese B doesn't count as a H1 subject ). So yeah, i guess i'll be spending 2009 in J1.
Second, I'VE GOT JUST ABOUT, THE WORST, AND SHORTEST BLOODY MOTHER****ING HAIRCUT IN MY LIFE.
It all begun in morning assembly, when i was caught for my hair just when i was about to pick up my bag and walk to geog class, lady luck, why have you forsaken me? So went to hang out with Simon and Gideon after school and did some crazy stuff at JP, which left me short on cash, and mum's in Taiwan. So when i got home, i decided to go for a cheaper haircut, apart from my usual $14 dollar haircut at Cutabove. I followed a promising looking sign which said "HAIR CUT! $8 FOR EVERYONE!".
Our conversation went like this.
"How'd you like your haircut?", he asked in Chinese. This guy was a China man.
"Just trim, layered", I replied in my 'not - so - fluent - but - comprehensable' Chinese.
"Hao! (okay or good)", he replied.
So he took out his sizzors and started trimming my sides.
"Dont cut my fringe" I said, after noticing how horribly close the sizzors came to my fringe.
"Hao!" he replied, BUT CARRIED ON CHOPPING OFF MY FRINGE.
And boy, was i pissed. THEN he carried on his with his hell, by layering nearly all my hair off. It looks like I've been shaved, 'cause he layered it so dam Fucking thin, and short, to the extend i could see my scalp in the mirror! FUCK! it was painful to watch him do it.
The entire "shave" process took a swift 3minutes, and he was done. the only cutting instrument he used on my hair, was that layering thing. he didnt even use the dam sizzors on my head. FUCK that stupid China man. I could've, and would've gone down to the Malay barber for $5 if i wanted my head shaved. IM NEVER GOING FOR CHEAP SOLUTIONS AGAIN.
If every little thing stops
All the world just falls apart
It wouldn't matter
As long as you aren't here
All the world just falls apart
It wouldn't matter
As long as you aren't here
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Medicine
Thats what January just wont eat. I'm having a tough time feeding her 3 different kinds of medicines every morning and night! DAM, its like feeding spinach to a 5 year old.
But no fear, 'cause lucky me, i've got my techniques and weapons to deal with this enemy. I feed her by squeezing the solution into her mouth with a liquid to mouth transfer machine, called the syringe. [2 syringes (2 liquid medicines)]. Then, there's the green pill. I cut and crush the pill into tiny pieces, and dissolve it in her milk, and she drinks it all down unknowingly. Lil' suckah. :x
Decided to spend the day at home today. Hit the gym the entire morning doing compound exercises for the entire body, and it was down to the pool to soak the sun for 3 hours. And boy was it sunny! :D Today was PERFECT for sun bathing! The sun was up like 80% of the time, apart from occasional shielding from those annoying passing low lying clouds.
In fact, i had to pull myself out of the sun 'cause my skin was turning pinky, and the fear of being sunburnt kicked in, 'cause the sun was EFFING hot so i didnt want to take the risk. I would've stayed longer if i could honestly, to leave such a perfect day behind just seemed like a waste. But heres a sickening fact. My tans usually dont last more than 2 or 3 weeks. Genetics is a bitch huh.
And yes, i've finally found my motivation to go to school tomorrow. Soccer. Cant wait to test out our new soccer ball.
And perhaps after school tomorrow, i may do something totally scary. >: )
But no fear, 'cause lucky me, i've got my techniques and weapons to deal with this enemy. I feed her by squeezing the solution into her mouth with a liquid to mouth transfer machine, called the syringe. [2 syringes (2 liquid medicines)]. Then, there's the green pill. I cut and crush the pill into tiny pieces, and dissolve it in her milk, and she drinks it all down unknowingly. Lil' suckah. :x
Decided to spend the day at home today. Hit the gym the entire morning doing compound exercises for the entire body, and it was down to the pool to soak the sun for 3 hours. And boy was it sunny! :D Today was PERFECT for sun bathing! The sun was up like 80% of the time, apart from occasional shielding from those annoying passing low lying clouds.
In fact, i had to pull myself out of the sun 'cause my skin was turning pinky, and the fear of being sunburnt kicked in, 'cause the sun was EFFING hot so i didnt want to take the risk. I would've stayed longer if i could honestly, to leave such a perfect day behind just seemed like a waste. But heres a sickening fact. My tans usually dont last more than 2 or 3 weeks. Genetics is a bitch huh.
And yes, i've finally found my motivation to go to school tomorrow. Soccer. Cant wait to test out our new soccer ball.
And perhaps after school tomorrow, i may do something totally scary. >: )
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Luck
is, ... to leave a bag at a starbucks in orchard unattended for 3 hours, and still return to find it, unstolen.
Lately, my life's been revolving around physical fitness. Im fighting to get in shape again, and my daily 4km seems good so far. Perhaps i'll hit the weights tomorrow. Light weights.
Today was fun thanks to abit of humor in taekwondo trg, and thanks to Gideon. But fun things don't last, and here i am, sitting, and blogging pathetically, because i'm totally bored by all the songs i've got in my playlist, thanks to those day long mugging sessions in the promos.
Did i mention how sucky next week is going to be?
Thurs : Boys camp
Friday : Boys camp AND leader's camp
Saturday : leader's camp
This is going to be, boring.
Chaoz
Lately, my life's been revolving around physical fitness. Im fighting to get in shape again, and my daily 4km seems good so far. Perhaps i'll hit the weights tomorrow. Light weights.
Today was fun thanks to abit of humor in taekwondo trg, and thanks to Gideon. But fun things don't last, and here i am, sitting, and blogging pathetically, because i'm totally bored by all the songs i've got in my playlist, thanks to those day long mugging sessions in the promos.
Did i mention how sucky next week is going to be?
Thurs : Boys camp
Friday : Boys camp AND leader's camp
Saturday : leader's camp
This is going to be, boring.
Chaoz
If every little thing stops
All the world just falls apart
It wouldn't matter
As long as you aren't here
All the world just falls apart
It wouldn't matter
As long as you aren't here
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Liberation
Yes, thats what i'd call it. Hell's finally over, for now, because i know its already written in my destiny, that i'll have to retake the H2 maths paper. of fuck =)
Worst off, reflecting on my performance for promos, i think the chances of me repeating J1, is dam real. fuck it again :(. Especially bio. I knew how to do the questions but i just needed more time! again, F* it :(
Maybe this post exam period isnt really a time for rejoice for me. hahah, but who cares. For now, i'd just enjoy the happy facade =)
Tommy asked after class "so where're we going now?". And the atmosphere was a sudden dead silence. All the usual vulgarities in our conversation stopped, and we stood to think.
"Home", suggested Long. and without hesitiation, "HOME?! IS THAT HOW YOU CELEBRATE THE END OF EXAMS?" i yelled. Then, it hit to me that, if i was in sec 4, i'd never say what i did. in fact, i'd probably have suggested "home".
In the end, we headed over to Lot1 to have kaya toast and finally to simon's house where we played pool, bowling and Soul Calliber IV, the greatest fighting game ever. Except i lost to Cheong Peng Cheng, that spammer. hahaha, if ur reading this, im just kidding :x
4km
Thats the distance i ran today. And thats the distance i've set myself to run everynight from now onwards.
Took the chance to burn my arms out at the pull-up bar today as well. Hit a record 20 continueous pull ups in a single attempt!! Its about time the old record was broken.
My record was
8 in sec 3,
16 in sec4,
and now its 20 =)
I'd bet this is clear evidence of how effective progressive training methods can be.
Haha. FYI, im probably more weight consicious than 50% of the girls i know. But no, its not because im gay or anything. lol.
I've eaten fast food for everyday of this week. Yes, everyday, all in the goodwill of eating with my good friends. And im getting fat: according to the weighing scale measurement from yesterday, im 56kg. Thats 1kg more than the original 55KG!! And hell yeah, 1kg means a big difference.
Worst off, reflecting on my performance for promos, i think the chances of me repeating J1, is dam real. fuck it again :(. Especially bio. I knew how to do the questions but i just needed more time! again, F* it :(
Maybe this post exam period isnt really a time for rejoice for me. hahah, but who cares. For now, i'd just enjoy the happy facade =)
Tommy asked after class "so where're we going now?". And the atmosphere was a sudden dead silence. All the usual vulgarities in our conversation stopped, and we stood to think.
"Home", suggested Long. and without hesitiation, "HOME?! IS THAT HOW YOU CELEBRATE THE END OF EXAMS?" i yelled. Then, it hit to me that, if i was in sec 4, i'd never say what i did. in fact, i'd probably have suggested "home".
In the end, we headed over to Lot1 to have kaya toast and finally to simon's house where we played pool, bowling and Soul Calliber IV, the greatest fighting game ever. Except i lost to Cheong Peng Cheng, that spammer. hahaha, if ur reading this, im just kidding :x
4km
Thats the distance i ran today. And thats the distance i've set myself to run everynight from now onwards.
Took the chance to burn my arms out at the pull-up bar today as well. Hit a record 20 continueous pull ups in a single attempt!! Its about time the old record was broken.
My record was
8 in sec 3,
16 in sec4,
and now its 20 =)
I'd bet this is clear evidence of how effective progressive training methods can be.
Haha. FYI, im probably more weight consicious than 50% of the girls i know. But no, its not because im gay or anything. lol.
I've eaten fast food for everyday of this week. Yes, everyday, all in the goodwill of eating with my good friends. And im getting fat: according to the weighing scale measurement from yesterday, im 56kg. Thats 1kg more than the original 55KG!! And hell yeah, 1kg means a big difference.
If every little thing stops
All the world just falls apart
It wouldn't matter
As long as you aren't here
All the world just falls apart
It wouldn't matter
As long as you aren't here
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
studying sucks for many reasons:
- having homework is a torture. Whats' worst is the sudden discovery of a huge pile of blank tutorials when you search for your notes in the shitty stack of papers.
- u appreciate music less. the same god damn song keeps getting repeated, even when you have a total of 200++ songs in ur song list.
- u grow fat. after sitting the entire day at burger kings and chomping on taro turnovers, onion rings, fries and sprite, u'll feel your skin getting thicker underneath, its fat invasion buddies. (maybe i'm just paranoid lol)
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Since my cousins' moved in, its been hustle bustle at home. Oh, did i mention they set up their laptop on my study table? haha, thats a perfect excuse for me to NOT study, but no, thats a bad thing 'cause im halfway through my promos. Shit.
Okay, this sounds geeky and gayish, but yes, i've been spending my free time at home on my cousins' private maple server, where the exp is 5000 times greater than what the original should be, so yes, i grew from lvl 1 to lvl 194 in a single day. and its dam gay. i shall not degrade myself as to write more about my gayish maple experience here :x
Better still, i've been performing chemistry / biology experiments on Janurary (my dog). Shes down with some ear infection, and the vet prescribed her with some hydrogen peroxide solution. Heres how it works, hydrogen peroxide is toxic, so putting it in the dog's ear will kill teh bacterial infection.
observation: bubbles liberated from ear upon exposure to hydrogen peroxide solution
explaination: H202 --> H20 + 02, oxygen gas liberated.
LOL okay enough of geeky talk. well, my mum did the devil's work of pouring the solution into Jan's ears, so my job was just to hold the dog down on the bed while my mom does it, and boy, Jan sure puts up a struggle !!
If every little thing stops
All the world just falls apart
It wouldn't matter
As long as you aren't here
Okay, this sounds geeky and gayish, but yes, i've been spending my free time at home on my cousins' private maple server, where the exp is 5000 times greater than what the original should be, so yes, i grew from lvl 1 to lvl 194 in a single day. and its dam gay. i shall not degrade myself as to write more about my gayish maple experience here :x
Better still, i've been performing chemistry / biology experiments on Janurary (my dog). Shes down with some ear infection, and the vet prescribed her with some hydrogen peroxide solution. Heres how it works, hydrogen peroxide is toxic, so putting it in the dog's ear will kill teh bacterial infection.
observation: bubbles liberated from ear upon exposure to hydrogen peroxide solution
explaination: H202 --> H20 + 02, oxygen gas liberated.
LOL okay enough of geeky talk. well, my mum did the devil's work of pouring the solution into Jan's ears, so my job was just to hold the dog down on the bed while my mom does it, and boy, Jan sure puts up a struggle !!
If every little thing stops
All the world just falls apart
It wouldn't matter
As long as you aren't here
Sunday, September 21, 2008
AHHHHHHHHHHH
Promos are nearly halfway through. And heres' what im left with
Chemistry
Bio
Maths
Pool - Just kidding, but yeah, pool's definitely on my 'to do' list after the exams.
Well, the scariest thing is, Maths. 'Cause i need to score a 60% to secure a bloody 'S' grade. WHAT! yes, 60% for a stupid overall 'S' for maths. I hope i'll be able to secure that S grade, 'cause it'll count as a H1 pass right? then i can happily rest my mind if i really do fail geog. Anyway, heres how the papers went
GP
Oh shit, this paper was okay. I finished my essay pretty quickly, considering i had 20 minutes left to look around. I finished so early that when i looked around, i felt worried, HAHAH. i dont know how i'll score for this, so lets just wait and see.
Paper 2 was, okay too. Except, i think i didnt put in the winning touches for my summary. oh well, didnt have time to anyway.
Chinese (B :X)
HAHA this paper was the FUNNIEST. it didnt even feel like an exam. Simon and Christian were a bloody 10 - 15 minutes late for the paper. Amir wrote 1 sentence for the chinese essay 'cause he didnt know how to read the question!! HAHA, well actually, i didnt know how to read the question too.
I broke into cold sweat when i couldnt understand a single word in the question paper. It took me a serious nervewrecking 30minutes to finally figure out how to read the stupid chinese characters in the question, considering the exam was 1 hour. (seriously, im not kidding). And i wrote a crappy 1 page essay, which will Mdm See Tow will probably have a good laugh at, 'cause my chinese vocab was like a primary school kid's level. HAHA!! ITS SO DIFFICULTTTTT. I couldnt even write "Sitting in the living room watching TV" because i didnt know how to write "living room" and "tv" in chinese! HAHA WHAT THE HELL LAH, its so difficult to express myself in chinese. Sucks.
And paper 2 was even better, 39 MCQs, 1 hour paper. I finished around 20mcqs in 4 minutes. LOL. Amir however, finished the entire paper in 10 minutes i think. HAHA. i guess i'm not entirely hopeless afterall. By the 30 minute mark, our invilgilator noticed a growing trend in the class, sleeping people. So he was kind enough to offer to collect our paper earlier, and dismissed us way earlier than the time needed. My MCQ answers were selected based on the following criterion:
Words i've seen in the chinese workbook
Words that i seen before
Words that look nice
Words that i can remember teacher writing on the whiteboard.
Seriously. HAHA
Geog
Okay , i dont wana comment on geog. if i were to fail geog, i'd retain, 'cause i dont have chinese as a H1 subject, so since the promotion criteria is 2 h2 and h1 passes, considering the fact that i'll need to score 80/100 for maths to obtain a H2 pass grade for it, im practically screwed.
LIFE - (well, life counts as an exam doesn't it?)
My cousins, a family of 5, moved in with me yesterday. My house looks like a 'kalang guni' house now. Seriously. I've got 2 fridges in my house. thats alot of food to store, only when you discover that, the food in the fridge is always frozen meat, so theres nothing to eat at all actually. >: (
Boxes here, boxes there, boxes outside my house, boxes in my room. EVERYWHERE. My house's total population now
- Me, Mum, Grandma, Aunt
- Uncle(1), Uncle(2), Aunt(2), 3 cousins
Well, January (my sheep) doesn't count since shes so small. And my sis doesnt count since shes probably enjoying her school in Norway till X'mas.
January
that sums up to 10 people in a simple 4 roomed flat. Imagine.
Promos are nearly halfway through. And heres' what im left with
Chemistry
Bio
Maths
Pool - Just kidding, but yeah, pool's definitely on my 'to do' list after the exams.
Well, the scariest thing is, Maths. 'Cause i need to score a 60% to secure a bloody 'S' grade. WHAT! yes, 60% for a stupid overall 'S' for maths. I hope i'll be able to secure that S grade, 'cause it'll count as a H1 pass right? then i can happily rest my mind if i really do fail geog. Anyway, heres how the papers went
GP
Oh shit, this paper was okay. I finished my essay pretty quickly, considering i had 20 minutes left to look around. I finished so early that when i looked around, i felt worried, HAHAH. i dont know how i'll score for this, so lets just wait and see.
Paper 2 was, okay too. Except, i think i didnt put in the winning touches for my summary. oh well, didnt have time to anyway.
Chinese (B :X)
HAHA this paper was the FUNNIEST. it didnt even feel like an exam. Simon and Christian were a bloody 10 - 15 minutes late for the paper. Amir wrote 1 sentence for the chinese essay 'cause he didnt know how to read the question!! HAHA, well actually, i didnt know how to read the question too.
I broke into cold sweat when i couldnt understand a single word in the question paper. It took me a serious nervewrecking 30minutes to finally figure out how to read the stupid chinese characters in the question, considering the exam was 1 hour. (seriously, im not kidding). And i wrote a crappy 1 page essay, which will Mdm See Tow will probably have a good laugh at, 'cause my chinese vocab was like a primary school kid's level. HAHA!! ITS SO DIFFICULTTTTT. I couldnt even write "Sitting in the living room watching TV" because i didnt know how to write "living room" and "tv" in chinese! HAHA WHAT THE HELL LAH, its so difficult to express myself in chinese. Sucks.
And paper 2 was even better, 39 MCQs, 1 hour paper. I finished around 20mcqs in 4 minutes. LOL. Amir however, finished the entire paper in 10 minutes i think. HAHA. i guess i'm not entirely hopeless afterall. By the 30 minute mark, our invilgilator noticed a growing trend in the class, sleeping people. So he was kind enough to offer to collect our paper earlier, and dismissed us way earlier than the time needed. My MCQ answers were selected based on the following criterion:
Words i've seen in the chinese workbook
Words that i seen before
Words that look nice
Words that i can remember teacher writing on the whiteboard.
Seriously. HAHA
Geog
Okay , i dont wana comment on geog. if i were to fail geog, i'd retain, 'cause i dont have chinese as a H1 subject, so since the promotion criteria is 2 h2 and h1 passes, considering the fact that i'll need to score 80/100 for maths to obtain a H2 pass grade for it, im practically screwed.
LIFE - (well, life counts as an exam doesn't it?)
My cousins, a family of 5, moved in with me yesterday. My house looks like a 'kalang guni' house now. Seriously. I've got 2 fridges in my house. thats alot of food to store, only when you discover that, the food in the fridge is always frozen meat, so theres nothing to eat at all actually. >: (
Boxes here, boxes there, boxes outside my house, boxes in my room. EVERYWHERE. My house's total population now
- Me, Mum, Grandma, Aunt
- Uncle(1), Uncle(2), Aunt(2), 3 cousins
Well, January (my sheep) doesn't count since shes so small. And my sis doesnt count since shes probably enjoying her school in Norway till X'mas.
January
that sums up to 10 people in a simple 4 roomed flat. Imagine.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK! Syafiq, my ex school / BMTG mate had backstage entry into the fight at Jurong East stadium on wednesday! SHIT, HOW COOL IS THAT. He got through by tagging along with my Bia, my ex coach. its all insider stuff. OH crap i wish i had tagged along now. HAHA. Syafiq had the oppotunity to snap some cool photos with the legends of muay thai backstage for FREE. Those suckers watching the fight had to pay at least 50 dollars for entry, syafiq watched the fight AND got backstage entry for FREE. holy crap!!
From left, Zach, Yodsenklai, Syafiq, Narepol
Stars of Bia's Muay Thai Gym (BMTG) with Naruepol.
Results : BMTG lost at both exhibitional fights. Zach drew, Yodsenklai won by KO, and Naruepol won.
AHHHH, there goes my chance to meet them. For those of you who dont know to what extend the prestige of meeting these guys are, its like meeting the David Beckham(s) of Muay Thai. =(, and i missed my chance.
I'll blog about it more next time - Gotta go study for tomorrow's geog paper. I cant fail geog, or i'll retain. seriously.
Chaoz.
From left, Zach, Yodsenklai, Syafiq, Narepol
Stars of Bia's Muay Thai Gym (BMTG) with Naruepol.
Results : BMTG lost at both exhibitional fights. Zach drew, Yodsenklai won by KO, and Naruepol won.
AHHHH, there goes my chance to meet them. For those of you who dont know to what extend the prestige of meeting these guys are, its like meeting the David Beckham(s) of Muay Thai. =(, and i missed my chance.
I'll blog about it more next time - Gotta go study for tomorrow's geog paper. I cant fail geog, or i'll retain. seriously.
Chaoz.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Gideon is dam gay. he practically knows everything. I've asked him a million maths and chem questions, and yet never once seen him NOT know the answer. Gaylion, u should probably go kill yourself for being the gaytard u are. HAHA
Finished the day with a few games of pool with Nerissa. quite fun. Oh, and met Kumar and whatsyourname at the pool palor too. Kumar and whatsyourname certainly havent changed much. haha, miss the JWSS days, coolios. I'd still remember how back then, we chionged to arena after school on every oppotunity to play pool. And i recall, once cabbed down to beat the crowd at arena.
The olvl period was the BEST too, me, jackie, sebas, yong qiang, shaun would head down to Arena's Burger Kings to mug, AND WHENEVER WE GOT STRESSED OR FRUSTRATED WITH mugging, we'd head over to the pool palor to play a few games of pool to COUNTERACT the stress, then head back to mug. HAHA, those were the days. Cool dudes, hard muggers, yeah \m/ :x
In JJC, everyones' generally all about mugging really, except the pool part of course. And abit of soccer of course.
Finished the day with a few games of pool with Nerissa. quite fun. Oh, and met Kumar and whatsyourname at the pool palor too. Kumar and whatsyourname certainly havent changed much. haha, miss the JWSS days, coolios. I'd still remember how back then, we chionged to arena after school on every oppotunity to play pool. And i recall, once cabbed down to beat the crowd at arena.
The olvl period was the BEST too, me, jackie, sebas, yong qiang, shaun would head down to Arena's Burger Kings to mug, AND WHENEVER WE GOT STRESSED OR FRUSTRATED WITH mugging, we'd head over to the pool palor to play a few games of pool to COUNTERACT the stress, then head back to mug. HAHA, those were the days. Cool dudes, hard muggers, yeah \m/ :x
In JJC, everyones' generally all about mugging really, except the pool part of course. And abit of soccer of course.
tomorrow's the big day guys. GP papers' tomorrow. AH, god dammit, i feel F***ING pressurized. I've gotta do well tomorrow, i must, i'll try, i'll hope :(. Mr Goons' really gona slap my face if i screw up the Application Question tomorrow, AGAIN. HAHA! i dont wana get my face slapped. How i wish that gay simon would write my AQ for me tomorrow. too bad its not gona happen lol.
I just get by
Every lonely moment with a sigh
I know I'm just being stupid
But still i can't help it
No matter how i try
I jus can't understand why
I just get by
Every lonely moment with a sigh
I know I'm just being stupid
But still i can't help it
No matter how i try
I jus can't understand why
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
HOLY SHIT. Yodsanklai, Naruepol, Soren and our Singaporean Zach are gona be fighting at Jurong East sports stadium tomorrow for a mega muay thai event. WHAT THE FUCK! Tomorrow's gona be a war at JE sports complex. World class level fights, whoa. This only goes to show muay thai's rising popularity in Singapore =D!! WooHoo!
now who's gona burn that 50 bucks to buy me a ticket? please? haha.
Just my luck, but promos are on thursday. Shit man. if only the fight was after promos. i'd absolutely beg my mum for a ticket. sheesh. Shit happens i guess.
Speaking of promos, i think i wasted a day attempting to mug at JE libarary today. Lesson learnt, i'll just stick to Arena's Burger Kings in future. lol.
Monday, September 15, 2008
ARGH! its been awhile since i felt this sore all over my body. its the kinda muscle 'after burn' effect you get when you wake up in the morning, from weight training the previous day. The irony is that, its a painfully good feeling. It makes me want to hit the gym again once im recovered. haha.
Camped at burger kings at arena today with nerissa and her sister to mug. 1 word, shiok. and after mugging, a few games of pool to end the day. Perfect blend of work and fun. thats what everyday should be like.
Its been a while and my knees are still weak
In my heart shes always still dancing with me
It might not mean a thing to her but it means so much to me
Cuz everytime i think bout her
In my heart shes always still dancing with me
It might not mean a thing to her but it means so much to me
Cuz everytime i think bout her
Im in heaven once again
Sunday, September 14, 2008
When the light disappears
And when this world’s insincere
You’ll be safe here
When nobody hears you scream
I’ll scream with you
You’ll be safe here
In my arms
Through the long cold night
Sleep tight
You’ll be safe here
When no one understands
I’ll believe
You’ll be safe,
You’ll be safe
You’ll be safe here
Put your heart in my hands
You’ll be safe here
AH, i've been wanting to hit the weights at the gym for the last 3 months, but never once made an attempt to go, no money, tired, hungry, homework, all sort of shit excuses. haha.
So i finally hit the gym today. Witnessed the usual ugly scene of a bunch of sleeveless fat guys doing bench presses and pull ups, to show off their hairy ugly underarms. These guys really need to shave. jeez, unsightly creatures.
Anyway, had a great workout. First set of shoulder workouts in a long time, and the usual chest and ab workouts. OH, and im officially removing all muscle isolation exercises from my workout routine. Isolation exercises gives you that improportionate muscle - body look, yucks.
Today, i've found new motivation!! Promos are coming, and i'm gona own it. i mean, how am i supposed to become a surgeon when i cant even survive my promos right? haha. Maths, Chem, Geog, just bring it, i'm taking them on now. >:). 10 years down the road, i'll be operating on you.
LASTLY, too bad i missed the arsenal - blackburn match yesterday. but hey, ITS 4-0 BITCHES ! YEAH. gogo gunners, and thank you liverpool for destroying Man U. =D
So i finally hit the gym today. Witnessed the usual ugly scene of a bunch of sleeveless fat guys doing bench presses and pull ups, to show off their hairy ugly underarms. These guys really need to shave. jeez, unsightly creatures.
Anyway, had a great workout. First set of shoulder workouts in a long time, and the usual chest and ab workouts. OH, and im officially removing all muscle isolation exercises from my workout routine. Isolation exercises gives you that improportionate muscle - body look, yucks.
Today, i've found new motivation!! Promos are coming, and i'm gona own it. i mean, how am i supposed to become a surgeon when i cant even survive my promos right? haha. Maths, Chem, Geog, just bring it, i'm taking them on now. >:). 10 years down the road, i'll be operating on you.
LASTLY, too bad i missed the arsenal - blackburn match yesterday. but hey, ITS 4-0 BITCHES ! YEAH. gogo gunners, and thank you liverpool for destroying Man U. =D
Saturday, September 13, 2008
First post! New post!
Went to mug at taman jurong's macdonalds today with some NZ peeps. it felt good and had an overall good blend of seriousness and fun. Played pool with nerissa, huishan and mildred. haha. owned =D
anyway, did some reflections today. This year, i've felt that i had learnt something no lesson can teach. well, i guess from a normal person's perspective, my life kinda sucks. i'll blog about it.
Kelvin Soh, this is to you. Though i doubt you'll ever read this post anyway.
One milestone in my life was when you decided to walk out that door that day, and leave us behind, you put your own happyness as piority over ours. Well, i wont say you didnt try to make my life more complete after leaving us behind, but if little msn chats and gifts were good enough to fill that gap you created when you walked out that door, then i guess life's fucked. Since that day, my life's been, a twist of fate huh. thanks for the incomplete life i have now Mr Soh, though its not like you'll ever read this, nor understand just how it feels and hurts.
Since then, my life's changed from that innocence, to what it really is now behind my happy facade, deep and grey. the family's barely surviving. lets see, i dont know how old my sis is, her birthday, her favourite colour, and many more. Because since that day, the family's just been so fucking quiet, sis and mom could come home and not say a word to me, leave 6am the next morning, only to return at midnight. If i could compile a list of things i dont know about my sis, it'll probably be enough to fill pages in a book. Mum and sis are always argueing. It sucks having to sit infront of my computer listening to those incredibly childish yet serious arguements nearly other night. While u were with us, this never happened. At least, not as often.
"Have you eaten?"
"HAIYA HAVENT LAH!"
In fact, they were argueing even on the day my sis took that plane to norway. and now, even argueing on occasional webcam chats. What the hell is this?
Since you've been gone, mom's been having a hard time coping too. She's dedicated her life to taking care of me and sis. I salute her for the determination she has. Having to put up with that shitty job to earn that money to put bread on the table us. I've seen her come home all pissed, tired, fatigued, frustrated, stressed, yet never once heard her mention giving up the job. Why? because its best for the family, i think, i hope. Because shes trying her best to make my life like the rest of the growing kids, nice clothes, computer, handphone bills, soccer. Mom, thanks for putting up with the shit i and my sis put on you.
this year would be my 10th year without you. With or without you, im growing up [at least biologically]. And reflecting on things, i guess, my life's been incomplete for the past 10 years. During the first few years after you left, i didnt feel anything missing. But now, the effects are starting to get to me. Growing up without you has been tough, lookin at other dads send their kids to school, goin for late night dinners, its been tough on me. Life's definitely been tough, but im tougher, sometimes.
Things were different with you back then. Mum showed me little magic tricks with cards, made us bake little ginger bread men together in the kitchen. and you'd bring us to johor for that delicious deer meat. I miss that, i really do. Mr Soh, though i've only had you for 7 years, i miss you.
Dedicated to you, ex Dad.
Went to mug at taman jurong's macdonalds today with some NZ peeps. it felt good and had an overall good blend of seriousness and fun. Played pool with nerissa, huishan and mildred. haha. owned =D
anyway, did some reflections today. This year, i've felt that i had learnt something no lesson can teach. well, i guess from a normal person's perspective, my life kinda sucks. i'll blog about it.
Kelvin Soh, this is to you. Though i doubt you'll ever read this post anyway.
One milestone in my life was when you decided to walk out that door that day, and leave us behind, you put your own happyness as piority over ours. Well, i wont say you didnt try to make my life more complete after leaving us behind, but if little msn chats and gifts were good enough to fill that gap you created when you walked out that door, then i guess life's fucked. Since that day, my life's been, a twist of fate huh. thanks for the incomplete life i have now Mr Soh, though its not like you'll ever read this, nor understand just how it feels and hurts.
Since then, my life's changed from that innocence, to what it really is now behind my happy facade, deep and grey. the family's barely surviving. lets see, i dont know how old my sis is, her birthday, her favourite colour, and many more. Because since that day, the family's just been so fucking quiet, sis and mom could come home and not say a word to me, leave 6am the next morning, only to return at midnight. If i could compile a list of things i dont know about my sis, it'll probably be enough to fill pages in a book. Mum and sis are always argueing. It sucks having to sit infront of my computer listening to those incredibly childish yet serious arguements nearly other night. While u were with us, this never happened. At least, not as often.
"Have you eaten?"
"HAIYA HAVENT LAH!"
In fact, they were argueing even on the day my sis took that plane to norway. and now, even argueing on occasional webcam chats. What the hell is this?
Since you've been gone, mom's been having a hard time coping too. She's dedicated her life to taking care of me and sis. I salute her for the determination she has. Having to put up with that shitty job to earn that money to put bread on the table us. I've seen her come home all pissed, tired, fatigued, frustrated, stressed, yet never once heard her mention giving up the job. Why? because its best for the family, i think, i hope. Because shes trying her best to make my life like the rest of the growing kids, nice clothes, computer, handphone bills, soccer. Mom, thanks for putting up with the shit i and my sis put on you.
this year would be my 10th year without you. With or without you, im growing up [at least biologically]. And reflecting on things, i guess, my life's been incomplete for the past 10 years. During the first few years after you left, i didnt feel anything missing. But now, the effects are starting to get to me. Growing up without you has been tough, lookin at other dads send their kids to school, goin for late night dinners, its been tough on me. Life's definitely been tough, but im tougher, sometimes.
Things were different with you back then. Mum showed me little magic tricks with cards, made us bake little ginger bread men together in the kitchen. and you'd bring us to johor for that delicious deer meat. I miss that, i really do. Mr Soh, though i've only had you for 7 years, i miss you.
Dedicated to you, ex Dad.
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