5th March, 2010
Today is the pivoting point in my life. It makes my future, it reaffirms my past, it makes my present. So I've gotten my alvl results, and I'm in a state of mixed emotions. I have many reasons to be happy right now. But I'm not.
Reason number 1
I scored a C for my math. I know C isn't much of a big deal to many of you out there. But, to me, C is huge. My math grade in prelim exams was U, and i pulled it all the way up to C, and I'm quite happy with that, considering my math was always a goner.
Reason number 2
I scored a B for both biology and chemistry. Which, to me, is also quite satisfactory. The chemistry paper 1 (multiple choice questions) was a killer to me. I was literally dripping cold sweat when i walked out from the exam hall that day, and i thought "my god, this is fucked, this is fucked". So the fact that I managed to pull off a B, is a BIG BIG relief.
Reason number 3
So with that, I have cleared my 3 H2 subjects with BBC. which is ... okay. I mean, look at my prelim grades : DSU !!!
So why am I not happy? Simple, i fucked my general paper (which is like, ENORMOUS-LY IMPORTANT). I mean, fucked. I don't want to talk about my general paper grade here. But its fucked, thats all you need to know.
I'll be taking some time over the next few days to examine all the options I have, and hopefully make a well informed and educated decision to decide the course of my future.
Today is the pivoting point in my life. It makes my future, it reaffirms my past, it makes my present. So I've gotten my alvl results, and I'm in a state of mixed emotions. I have many reasons to be happy right now. But I'm not.
Reason number 1
I scored a C for my math. I know C isn't much of a big deal to many of you out there. But, to me, C is huge. My math grade in prelim exams was U, and i pulled it all the way up to C, and I'm quite happy with that, considering my math was always a goner.
Reason number 2
I scored a B for both biology and chemistry. Which, to me, is also quite satisfactory. The chemistry paper 1 (multiple choice questions) was a killer to me. I was literally dripping cold sweat when i walked out from the exam hall that day, and i thought "my god, this is fucked, this is fucked". So the fact that I managed to pull off a B, is a BIG BIG relief.
Reason number 3
So with that, I have cleared my 3 H2 subjects with BBC. which is ... okay. I mean, look at my prelim grades : DSU !!!
So why am I not happy? Simple, i fucked my general paper (which is like, ENORMOUS-LY IMPORTANT). I mean, fucked. I don't want to talk about my general paper grade here. But its fucked, thats all you need to know.
I'll be taking some time over the next few days to examine all the options I have, and hopefully make a well informed and educated decision to decide the course of my future.
So, tell me, should I be happy or sad?
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