Now that I have all the freedom I need, I've come to appreciate being a busy person. Being busy keeps my mind occupied. It keeps me from procrastinating. Keeps my mind off all the little unnecessary things that I don't need / don't want to think about. It gives me a sense of purpose and a footing in the surface of the harsh reality of life.

Another piece of the puzzle that doesnt fit
You throw your arms up, you're so dam sick of it
What are you working for
What are you searching for
love