Hello! I've come back home, I enjoy my mom's company, my cousins, my grandmother .. In camp I've got good buddies who've been through thick and thin by my side. I'm in the pink of health (except for that little fever i had this week). But something's missing. Its a tingling feeling that's been bothering for awhile now. I feel so good, yet so empty. I can't translate to words the feeling I'm trying to express, but this song best fits the description :)

New Radicals - Someday We'll know

90 miles outside Chicago
Can't stop driving
I don't know why
So many questions
I need an answer
Two years later, you're still on my mind
Whatever happened to Emilia Earhart
Who holds the stars up in the sky
Is true love once in a lifetime
Did the captain of the Titanic cry

Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you

Does anybody know the way to Atlantis
Or what the wind says when she cries
I'm speeding by the place where I met you
For the 97th time tonight

Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you

I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
I watched the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask God just one question
Why aren't you here with me?

I wish i knew.